Hello friends.
I come posting today, doing pretty well. I've been porn free for about.... a week? Week and a half? Anywho, I got together with an old teacher of mine to put some blocks on my computer and other internet-savvy technology to keep me from looking at pornography, so that's going well. I've been reading the book of John a lot recently and so my walk with God is going a bit better.
I've been recently looking at some websites with some ministries helping people 'leave homosexuality'.

The websites say that first off, I need people, a church that I can constantly talk to people, though I'd ought to mention I'm a bit of a Anthropophobic. I hate meeting new people, and it's really scary actually.
I agree with all this, I do need people, it's just going suck coming to that realization.


But - the site goes on to say, that it's possible through God to just stand up and walk away from homosexuality. It's so confusing, like, I was in tears, scared almost, it's not that I don't believe God can do it, it's just... really? I thought I was stuck with this, I still think I am, I thought it was just something I would struggle with the rest of my life, but I just don't know really. I wanted to know what your thoughts where, I'm kind of in a boggle, trying to find out what to believe and what not. I also read that I need 'prayer' warriors, so if there are any of you out there, I need you.

In Christ
-Youth??-