Hi guys. Recently I've noticed a very bad trend. I am becoming more lustful and less concerned/repulsed about the idea of sexing a boy up. At this point I still don't want to be a child molester but old barriers that were holding me back have started to come down. I am not sure why this is happening. I just want it to stop. I need help stopping certain online activites as well as just being a good rolemodel for kids instead of this path down to who knows where.

It would be nice if I could also exchange some emails with someone. I really am concerned about this.