Getting to know who and what I am, along with what I wish to be, is like I seem to live from day to day. My computer seems to help as I read & post to others; and when I think of the constent war between flesh and spirit.

For the most part; I feel that this is what it means to be a Christian, and that's a good thing. As it is by this I learn to hate what is bad, and love what is good; that is to say in God's eyes.

Thus, I seem to face life a day at a time, with both good & bad days, not loosing my love for boys, but keeping away from any desire to have any kind of sex with them.

how I do this is with much prayer, and sometimes singing a song or two.

[smiles]