Warning - I am predominantly a Little girl loving pedophile, pedosexual with the gift of pedophilia. I am here because the other sites do not have followers of Jesus that I can talk to about this in this way and I need to share this.

There is some girl who is interested in me and I am interested very much in her. She knows I do not have a girlfriend and she has been watching me for a while. I finally spoke to her by just saying hello and that was what made her ask me about me dating anyone. I really like her and she is very sweet and someone I would love to be in a relationship with as most if not all of the adult women I know or have met in my life have personalities that repulse me. Also, I am not attracted to adult females. The ones I met are deceitful, deceptive, selfish, prideful, and many other abhorrent things I do not want in my life.

I began to think about what a relationship would be like with the girls I really want to be with and I know for certain (I won't tell you how) that those relationships are better for me and are ones I excel at.

I believe in 2 believers coming together spiritually speaking and agreeing on something and God doing it for them because we asked in the Name of Jesus.
I am beginning to become very disturbed by the lack of Freedom we have in this world; which is probably why Jesus told us that we are in this world but not of this world.

Qestion; Why is it we allow our lives to be dictated by a World we are not apart of and were called out of?

I believe it's time we start fasting for change. Praying the prayer we were told to pray by Jesus when he was in the Garden.

I can go on Pedo activist websites and plan spreading the truth campaigns, hope to vote for politicians who think like me and many other things but I need to see change NOW! I am tired of the same old methods and tools to fight an uphill battle.

Either God brings about changes so that I can live either here on the Earth as a free pedophile without limits but the limits that Love will have me submit to, In Heaven completely out of this world or even change who I am and remove this life long thorn from my side. I am willing and preparing myself to even become a martyr by living my life in this world true to myself and face the consequences no matter what without trying to fight anyother way but with Peace and Love.

I am willing to die because of my Pedophilia because it is who I am and I did not ask to be me. Does the clay get to say to the potter why did you make me this way or why not make me such? NO! So I won't ask. I will just live my life the way I am and face whatever consequences there are and if God does not have it in his plan or my identity to be a pedophile than he has my permission (again after so many times of asking him to get rid of it) to rid me of this curse unless it is a gift which I believe is and have for so long but would like to know without doubt.

However, if it is his will for me to be who I am then I need to know how to live this life for his glory being who I am and living out the true me.