You sound like you're between 17 and 23. Everyone I've known who's taken this standpoint has been.

Your life as an unincarcerated, unpilloried person may be more valuable than you think it is at first. It's a good starting point for organizing things.

Before you go off to be some version of a solo pedo suicide bomber, just think about how the great ones have made their passions for freedom work. MLK didn't just go to the nearest KKK meeting, make a hot speech and get lynched, he ran a very successful campaign that involved tens of thousands of people.

Strategy.

Reason over passion. Then add the passion back in.