Christian BoyLove Forum #66139
It would appear that my connection is terminated. Despite my best effort and intentions, I haven't been able to repair the relationship with my YF's mother. I can't help but feel like I failed to do good. I really wanted to see this family grow and flourish, but it seems she would rather do things on her own regardless of the consequences. I feel terrible for my YF, I know how he feels. It isn't easy to sympathize with somebody so deeply and be unable to help. I guess it was in God's plan for me to leave him, and I hope God helps him along his journey. I thought this time things would be different, but I must have faith God is in control.