Christian BoyLove Forum #64780
Boys are beautiful. They're gorgeous and wonderful.
But when I look at them, I feel empty, like there's an ache, a longing. I want to be with them, but I don't know how and I probably shouldn't be with them anyway, but still...
Like this YouTube boy, Thilo Berndt... He's wonderful. I want to love him, but I am alone.
How do I change this? What can I do to not feel this way?