Christian BoyLove Forum #64819
I didn't mean that I actually wanted Thilo, or even a boy of my own. Just meant that I felt the lack, you know?
Anyway, yeah, people have to cope with what they can't have. I'm just in the grieving process right now, I suppose.
Perhaps if I actively avoid thinking about boys I won't feel as bad... No more YouTube videos, no more Google searches, etc.