Hey guyz,

Time for a post from moi!

I want to apologise that you hardly ever hear from me, but also to let you know that I read EVERYTHING that’s posted here. I’m frustrated that because of time constraints I can’t contribute more - I’d SO MUCH like to.

My dear friends Cat, Blaze, NewGeorge, Robert-I, Rainboy, Youth, Chris, Blackstone, Eldad, BigCalv . . . my heart goes out to you all so much more than is seen here at the forum from me. You are all so often in my prayers and I love you all for your great sincerity, honesty, integrity, longing for godliness - and often cheeky sense of humour! in our joint ‘anguished-delight’ journey.

Hey! after always reading about everyone’s fav boy movie and not being familiar with many of them, this week I came again across MY all-time fave thru the wonders of YouTube - ‘Death in Venice’. It mirrors so much my feelings for teenbois, as I’m sure it does or would for some of you too. What a poignant and articulate portrayal of the extremes of emotions that interplay in our passions, confusions, elations and despairs. I recommend a look if you can get hold of it.

with MUCH love in Jesus.

Marty