Hm, well, you have the same rights as anyone else in your democratic society. They may not know it, many of them may be in the mood for a pogrom, but you do. Inalienably. So it all comes down to how to wisely exercise those rights.

You didn't say if you're a Christian, but if you are, you may share my belief that you have a right to advocate for conditions where God's love can fulfill itself in the world without any of its genuine participants being trampled by society in the process.

One message can't tell you the whole survival manual of how to be a conscientious boylover in today's world, so just hang out here and read and post. See how other people do it.

If you're worried about your internet service provider, just browse here using a proxy server, like the lovely isurfproxy.com that I recently discovered (enter this site's URL in the blank space near the bottom of their home page that has a "go" button beside it. Then click the 'go.')

If you want to outfit your computer for truly safe, private browsing, then go to http://security.ngoinabox.org/ and load up, and learn to use: Firefox, Tor, Ccleaner, Eraser, and TrueCrypt.

There is some learning involved in all this. You write well, though, so I think you have the background to handle it.