OK, reality check time. I was looking at the vids Chris & Sushil referred to, and caught myself thinking, ‘yeah those boys are sorta cute, but to drool over them those guys must be sickos . . .’ Amazing what a couple of years difference in AOA can make. Then I thought, ‘No - I’m the real sicko. At least those guys actually place a priority on being friends with boys to care for and nurture them. Even tho my AOA is higher, I’m more a boyluster than a boylover.

Sigh.