so a few months ago i got all suicidal cuz the boy i love was gonna leave forever...then i found out that he was coming just for the summer. well summers almost here but instead of feeling excited im feeling depressed because im so scared that maybe he'll have forgotten me and maybe he doesnt love me anymore...and if he does well i have to say goodbye to him at the end of summer again and go through all the hell. of course it's worth it but it's making me really depressed lately.

shit fuck bitch whore slut cunt etc. etc.