Christian BoyLove Forum #66148
It's funny I was going to start my own threat but actually it fits quite well here.
My issue I have is sort of the opposite. I am completely unable to form emotional ties or any sort of connection beyond the most basic with adults. I bond very well with boys in my AoA, better than 99% of people, and I can also bond with teenagers though not to the same degree or same way, though I am not sexually attracted to them.
The thing that worries me is I feel like I owe these people in my life that think of me as a friend and a decent person. I try always to not take them for granted and "pay them back" but it's so artificial, at least to me. It all makes me feel very guilty and I feel like I am using them or leading them on.
I am wondering if anybody has any advice regarding this problem I have and will most likely have forever.