ever since i started coming here and finding out about my sexuality, ive been told again and again to not be selfish because being selfish and a pedophile is a really bad combination that can lead to a lot of unhappy children and adults.

because i am different from the general public, i constantly worry that i cannot reciprocate to whatever it is their heterosexual brains want in terms of relationships, platonic or not. the thing is i have been and still am pretty oblivious to romantic advances from the opposite gender because all i see are beautiful boys. all this makes me perhaps overly selfaware.

anyway thanks for your comments. i will definitely chew it over.