(I am sorry for some grammar mistakes, my first language isnt english)

i hope you guys can help me.

first of all im an upstanding christian and i devoted my life to god and jesus but a few days ago something happened.

ive been having homosexual feelings for a while now and my best friends son, who is 24 by now, and I had analsex in my best friends house 3 times.

we had a "relationship" for a while now, but we haven't gone that far until now.

I havent told my best friend about this, because I don't know how to

And being a christian and all makes me feel even more worse now, i really dont know what to do