"Within myself I seem to find a complete lack of harmony between my sexual feelings towards children (and my own ugly desire for sexual contact with them) and an overwhelming desire to protect them from harm (including molestation)."

I have a desire to protect boys but I have harmony between my sexual feelings for children and my emotional reasons, which in reality are so meshed together they are the same thing. Sexuality in anyone is not inherently bad and I knew this even when I was younger so have never really been split in this fundamental way over my orientation. I don't feel the need to forgive myself or ask God to do so for every time I see a hot boy, it is not sinful or wrong in my mind.

I agree with you Dakota. The people who get caught by PJ are not being bright but many of them would not do it if PJ did not dangle it in front of them. In fact the people who were caught often times win their court cases if they fight it instead of taking some stupid plea deal cause PJ does not use the same strict rules like law enforcement does.