That's exactly right! It's like it worked on a deeper level because I would have never felth this way about children before I wenth through thier program. Not ever! I've always loved kids and still do, but now I'm so deathly afraid of them that I just kind of freeze up whenever I'm around them. There must be a way to reverse this stuff. I would love to discuss this more, in fact I might just open up the discussion today. Thank you for everything you have been sharing. You know you are the first person I've ever "talked" to who has been able to relate to this stuff so well.