you said I read your words and I feel that you want to be in service to the Lord.
But there are no Bible verses to support your child lust.
So the service which you desire to give to the Lord will fall on deaf ears.
Since your heart is not pure, how can you teach others?

In the bible it says that there will be ministers and preachers that will not make it to heaven, even though they thought they would. Do you think those people never reached anyone? Do you think eveytime they got up and preached or told someone about Jesus, the people listening never got changed?

You could take the number one sinner in the world and get him or her to tell someone about christ and evenutally someone would get something out of it and become saved. But the person who told them about Jesus would not make it to heaven.

haha, this has nothing to do with the conversation, I just thought I would point it out.

And I'm not saying that Blackstone isn't a christian. I just meant in general a person doesn't necessarily have to be saved to tell someone about Jesus and it save that person.