Just because you come to us and try to show us our fault (which is reasonable, and I understand your concern), it doesn't mean you are right.

I believe that I can be changed. But I don't know if it is God's will to change me. One can always argue that we just don't have enough faith in Christ, that if we did, we would be changed. But how does one measure faith? I pray all the time that God do his will in me, and if the reason I am not being changed is because I am not willing, that He would make me willing.

I thank you for your concern, that shows you care.

I enjoy talking with you, I hope you choose to stay and talk and come back.