Are you saying that you do not trust in Jesus enough to walk away from your attraction and trust in Him completely and faithfully knowing your completely restored and made anew?

That is all the tax collecter did.
You do not know if he was born into tax collecting. Maybe his father did it. Maybe his fathers father did it.
Maybe it is all he knew?

I do not think you are born into pedophilia.

Are you saying that God makes junk?