Bravo!I think you got it. It's the fight we all have in one way or another.

For me, it's about the Christian Warfare; Between Flesh & Spirit that Paul talks about. But more than this; it's who I am, and who and what I want to be,-And what it will take.

This group keeps me aware of that, and of this war that I am in. However
the Motivation must come from deep within myself.- And this calls for an understanding of how God can be greater than my heart.

I know that to keep up the good fight, I will need a lot of help.

So thanks to your honest, open, and deep question, know that I am with you,
and your feelings are not so unlike my own.

BG