Yeah but I don't want any of my pedophilia if I can't live as a pedophile. I am not interested in Adult Women at all. I only want to begin a relationship with a little girl and then grow into marriage from there. All the things you said you did for your wife are the things I want to do for little girls that I have become in love with and care about deeply but can't because people say it's wrong. I want my love to show and not be hidden, even if it is shown sexually. If sex with those who are much younger are wrong then why does our "sexual drives" turn on when we are preteens or teens. Why did God make us the way he did if we are not able to be who we are. Why be a Vase if I can never hold the beauty of flowers? I loved your post but still find it frustrating. I want all or nothing of my pedophilia. The good as well as the bad. I love looking at little girls I am attracted to who may even be 9years old and would love the opportunity to hold and hug them and not hiding the fact it's not just because I care about them but also that I am attracted to them. Why do we continue to condemn human nature when Jesus himself came in human form and lived outside the limits of humanity.

It's either true or not that ALL Things are possible to him that believes and All things are possible WITH GOD. You notice he said ALL not some not even under certain circumstances. I want all of my Pedophilia or NOthing and God knows what I am talking about and there is no need to say it here for reasons you just have to accept.

God Bless You ALL!!!!