Dear brother, I am glad you brought up this subject of Shame as this was a point I came across when reading the story of Naoh's Nakedness. If you recall, two of his sons walked backward so as not to witness their father's
shame as he was naked.

In sexual matters, one can be shameful of his size or sharpe, like since I have gotten older, I feel shameful to have others look at me nude or in a sexual relationship, kissing, or expressing sexual feelings.

Often, it seems I am even beginning to be ashame of lustful sexual fancy
that I feel too fascinating to avoid. And look: I also had to stop looking
at pornography which desire keeps coming back to fight.

I really think it's all a part of both spiritual, mental, moral and then religious growth. Then when it comes to my sexuality: I feel a war takes place.

Here is where the Bible comes in: Where is GOD in all this? I know how I feel, but getting to know how God feels and see me, becomes a problem.
Reading and doing my best to read the Bible; I have found more than I was looking for.

I hope to tell you a few things I have found which have taken me most all of my adult like to see and understand; will have to come in my next posting when I find time to do so, if you like.