For me the first thing that I need to do is to repent, come to Jesus and turn away from my sin, ask Him to forgive my sins and wash me in his blood, then I ask Him to make me strong and fill me with His Spirit..............
choices after that become personal like you need to get qualified for some work and start working - pray for God to provide for your needs because He loves you like a son
I pray for you that you will always turn to Jesus in good times and bad