I mean no rudeness when I say this but you guys really have nothing to offer me... you guys have thought patterns... attractions... and whatever you guys want to call it - they are, you all are in the same box as I am. And from inside this box, none of you can tell me what this box looks like. The only people who have anything to offer are those who are 100% outside of the box. Which include none of you. I have also come to know that... It wasn't my Youth Pastor saying those words that left his mouth. It was God - the Holy Spirit. I also feel like I must stay away from this place... too many things are said they make things blurry and unclear. The only way I am going to leave this box is if I leave it all behind. So really this is pretty much my last post.