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Godspell, I really like your suggested revision and I'm thinking of going with it, but suddenly I'm not sure its accurate anymore. The way I feel at the moment is: I don't want to have sex with my wife. So whilst "I can make this relationship more than platonic" I don't want to. I feel terribly guilty about this. I promised my wife sex when I married her. I feel like shit at the idea of going back on that promise but I also feel like shit at the thought of having to keep it. I wonder if I'm just throwing a tantrum or something. Why does the idea of sex with her make me feel so sick? I just can't get my head around it. This is so bloody hard. God help us! Cat. ![]() |