My mind, i believe is what is influenced by this world, not accepting who i am, nor comprehending that one mistake could take it all away. My mind was also what made me compteplate suicide a couple of years ago. So guys, what i ask for is this....

I need biblical advice... i must also accept that i CANNOT overcome this without God

"...bring every thought captive to the obedience of Christ" (2 Cor 10:5). Set the flesh aside, giving every thought over to the Lord, and allowing Him to do the living through you -- guiding you and making every decision for you. To know His voice and His leading, you will need to remain close to Him, staying in the Word and in prayer.

Jace