> But I do make it a point to not allow myself to even THINK inappropriate thoughts about my YF. Very occasionally such a thought will enter my head, but I immediately push it away and recommit my thoughts to God. For one thing, I don't ever want to "dishonor" my YF -- in my actions or my thoughts.


I feel much the same way, Rainboy. For me, in fact, this isn't an issue that's specific to pedophilia, but an issue that applies to sexuality in general: i.e. I don't think it would be right for me to even fantasize about having sex with anyone (regardless of whether they be man, woman, or child) that I'm not married to.