Father,
Please help me make the right choice in regards to my marriage. As much as it depends on me, let me be willing, honest, giving and gracious.

As much as I'm feeling rebelious, stubborn, selfish, and lustful... help me be humble and repentant.

Not my will but Your's be done... make me willing to do Your will in those areas where I'm not.

Help me to have courage to stand up during this trial and choose what is true and right.

Help me to understand if my minor attraction can be healed or if it is a thorn in my flesh that must be endured by grace.

Help me to exercise self-control of my thoughts and fantasises and direct my passions towards my wife as much as I am able.

Show me how to have appropriate relationships with boys... In terms of friendship: what is ok and what is not?

I ask these things in Jesus name.
Amen.
Cat.