I have had alot of challenges in the past few years. My parents got a divorce because my dad was an alcoholic, was cheating and didn't care much about us anymore. My sister went to Afghanistan for awhile. My AF went to prison, got out then had to go back not too long later because of an accidental nonserious parole violation. My father has died with many unresolved issues between us. Other things too. There have been some good things like becoming an uncle. I know plenty of people have it worse off than me but that doesn't really help make it feel better.
Overall I need desperately a revitalization of my faith, badly. I've been able to hold onto it but not much more than that.
Help me Lord you know I haven't forgotten about you and that I want to grow in my faith.