Matty,

I did not read this until the 28th and I hope you are still here to read it. I want to remind you that the Lord will not put more on you than you can bear. He knows your limits and will take you to them, but never past them.

I could use this past year as an example. If you have read any of my posts you will know that I have been through a living nightmare. There were many times that I wanted to give up, feeling that I could no longer bear the burden. But then is when I would get on my knees and turn it over to Him. I could not handle it alone if it was not for His taking the burden and giving me the peace I needed. After a break the burden would be back, but some how it did not seem as heavy.

As for the sin, and the feelings that go along with it, if you truely belive that you are living in sin, ask for the forgiveness that He has promised and ask for a change of heart. It will not be easy, it never is. Satain will be there tempting you time and again, but the Word of God tells us that if we resisit the devil he MUST flee. And always do this in the name of Jesus. With out His power we can do nothing.

I will pray for you from now on. I only hope it is not too late.

Mav.