Christian BoyLove Forum #66556
The reason I think there may be a sexual attraction is less ambiguous than I may have made it sound. Even though he never outright said he has a sexual desire, he often tried to get me to engage in inappropriate activity with him (i.e. he asked me to put my hand on his butt, talked about masturbating together, etc.). It was very matter of factly, but still. I kept my distance to keep my freedom, but he is more man than boy now. There is still an obvious age gap, and any PDA would warrant questions, but he is only interested in spending time with me in private.
I suffer the same old dilemma that goes without speaking, something I have read here dozens of times from new people seeking to deal with their attractions. No point restating what others have said SO many times before me.