I'm not a christian boylover. I love boys from almost all denominations! I am Jewish though, so I have trouble surrendering myself to Jesus. Maybe you can't be a christian boylover, but you can be jewish boylover. A jewish boylover surrounds himself with those he likes, attractive and unattractive, and when he's with a boy he doesn't consider it a date.

You said "Jesus does not want you to be a "boylover" or a homosexual," and alluded that everyone else here is confused if he doesn't "live the holy lifestyle Jesus himself lived and preached about." As a jew, Jesus' opinion means nothing to me and when I read that, I'm kind of glad it doesn't. I'm sorry if that offends you but that's just how I was raised. There wasn't much talk of Jesus amongst us jews growing up but when there was, I certainly wasn't confused.

And do you even know any boys who've grown up to have children of their own? Maybe you have, and so have I and I was never not even once disappointed. I was overwhelmed with emotion and mostly happy for the family.

Sorry if that came off harsh but what you said came off kind of harsh to me, and I had to respond. Don't get me wrong, I'm not crazy about being a boylover or homosexual or jewish. It's how I was born and I think I deal with it rather well.

I hope you keep resisting your urges and live a joyful life.