Christian BoyLove Forum #65825
This is proving to be the most difficult recovery I have ever experienced. Maybe because I am older now, I don't know. I have had one bad slip since I made the last post. However, the key is to never quit quiting. To be honest, I don't know exactly why I decided to start up again after such a long time. It was a warm summer day and I was kind of bored and I let my mind wander and started to think about how good it would feel to just tie one on again..."for old times sake". I knew better. In my heart I really knew better but I did it anyway. And that was all it took, that one time. Alcoholism is a combination of a mental obsession and physical craving and once the person takes just one drink he sets off this terrible thing.
Thank you for caring and for replying to my post. It really means a lot.