Christian BoyLove Forum #65516
I really only came here because there was a conflict on GC and someone there decided to come here instead, so I took a look. (if you are here, feel free to say hi!)
I am not a christian, I am a witch. We can save that discussion for another time, but I do have a concept of God and I do not worship the devil or practice black magic. I was raised Christian so please do not try to convert me!
I have known I was a childlover for 6 years, going on 7. I found out when I was a teenager. I had a friend who was a childlover and he introduced me to things like lolicon. I no longer look at lolicon (I think it is unhealthy for me), and sometimes I wonder if I would ever be this way now had I not seen that. I do not know. But here I am now, so I may as well make the best of it. I mostly like girls, really broad age range 3-12. My "favorite" is 4-8. For boys I prefer they have gone or going through puberty, but I usually don't like boys.
I avoid children as much as possible because I am afraid I will do something. Realistically I don't think I'd ever hurt a child, but I am self-conscious about it. I think this turns children into a type of idol almost though because I am never around them.
I don't know what else to say so I guess I'll just answer questions now if you have any.