Christian BoyLove Forum #65183
I think it's more a neurotic depression I have at the moment, allthough medicals helped me to get out of a bad crisis many years ago. At that time there were very absurd thoughts in my head I could not get rid of and there was a strange kind of restlessness all the time. Medicals finally helped me to get out of that.
But now I think changing my lifestyle will help me more than medicals, allthough it's hard because I allways feel so exhausted at the weekends and after work.
On the other hand I can be glad that I have work, my problems would be even worse without.