Christian BoyLove Forum #64987
On youtube, a 12 year old boy came out about being 'gay' or homosexual since gay is sort of a slang term. I'm sure the video itself is at least a year old. I won't link it either simply because if you want to find it... it's not that hard too. It's hard to explain, but it's not a hoax, the type of emotional desciption and detail the kid goes into just cannot be made up.
But it's a mix of relief/panic/happiness/depression/jealousy.
Relief because, the younger the better. The more kids stand up for the way they feel, the better place the world will become.
Panic because I worry for this kid in all the pressures he will run into.
Happiness because he did something I couldn't, and didn't.
Depression because I didn't.
Jealousy, because I wish I did.
I want nothing more then to just hold this kid, and thank him. For being so brave, so uncaring what the world thinks. I envy him. It would be a dream come true to walk amongst youngsters like him, whom are gay - and teach them, watch their lives evolve around them.
It's so stunningly inspiring, I've lost interest in everything for the day, at least. I'm just in awe.