I have fully accepted the fact that I AM a BL. I did that years ago. However, there are some things in life that I doubt I will ever be able to accept. Like the way that the rest of the world hates us without even trying to get to know more about us. Like the way we are the general-purpose scapegoats for the rest of the world to dump on and persecute. Of course I still struggle with sexual feelings, although I know how to keep them under control.