I really don't think I want to pay that much for a book, so perhaps I will try the library. I did find "Loving Sander" at Amazon, although it is not available for Kindle. I can get a used paperback copy for $24.14, so now it is on my wish list. I read the reviews about that book and the description of the story and I can't wait to read it. Of course there are the nasty reviews that call it a foul book and trash and that it advocates the sexual abuse of children, but it doesn't sound like that at all from the description. It sounds like a very meaningful and tender story about an 11 year old boy and an older man who come to love each other and become very close. Just the kind of story that I love. So thanks for recomending it.