Welcome to CBF. For many years, I denied to myself that I was a pedophile. I thought of myself as straight with gay tendencies, or bisexual. Looking back, I wonder how I could believe this since I had zero attraction to adult males unless they looked like boys. It's amazing how we can delude ourselves when faced with an uncomfortable truth. But I found that after I admitted to myself as to what I was, it gradually become much easier to deal with. With God's help, and maybe the help of this board, you'll be able to become more accepting of your attractions.

Dakota