Thanks for all your posts so far, they really do help me with this topic.

@Godspell: I'm not going to marry right now, no dating/engagement etc. I just thought about this topic in general because I will finish my studies this year and might marry then. Mostly I am attracted to boys (non-sexual of course), but I think a wife would not be bad either.

@Hikaru: Thanks for your encouraging message - there MIGHT be a girl who might accept and understand it, but I'm not sure if I will find her... If I keep it in my prayers God might lead me this ways (and His ways are surely the best).

@Dakota: I do understand your opininon as well. It might not be good to live a secret life and fear that "it" might be revealed some day. I thought of Mat 19:12, in my words: "There are some that are not to marry because it was in God's ways" (he is souvereign, we did not choose to be BLs).

Anyway, I am still "free" and will intensively think on these points and pray for it. I appreciate your comments - welcome to some more.

~ Little Tree ~