I'm sitting at home this morning... more or less alone with my computer... have been for a few hours and I haven't looked up one picture or boy sex related thing. To be honest I'm not even struggling with temptation to do so.

I'm not going to go of into any stupid claims about having beaten the whole problem or mastered my self-control, I know it's always a danger and a fine edge...

But I am rejoicing in the peace of it.

Thank God. There IS freedom from addiction to be had in Christ Jesus!

There was a time when I couldn't be alone with a net connection and be UNABLE to stop myself from giving into temptations. I'd felt trapped and helpless and no amount of "I'm Sorry" or "I'm not going back there EVER again!" was helping me.

For anyone still struggling in the pit of addiciton, let me encourage you... there IS hope... you CAN break free.
Gerald May's book, "Addiction and Grace" is a must read.

Blessings
Cat.