After reading what Dakota and Eldad posted I do not have much to add. I pretty much have done exactly what Dakota did and let me just say he is so right!! You have to make the choice of which side of the fence your going to go. You can not expect God to guide your life and answer your questions while trying to live your own way. Be glad that God is working in your life and accept the way He want's you to go, you will end up later in life with less regrets and a much happier person. I think I can speak for everyone when I say whatever you do decide that you are always welcome here, we are people who care and are praying for you!!

Blaze