I was molested by a high schooler when I was 8 or 9, but it wasn't ongoing. But it did awaken sexual feelings and let me know 2 males could do things together not just a male and female. Years later I had an ongoing physical relationship with a friend my age for a year or so. There was no love, just friendship and helping each other get off. He initiated it, but I was quite willing and enjoyed it. There were definite lines we never crossed so we wouldn't consider ourselved gay. After our friendship kind of cooled and we didn't hang around together anymore, I missed the physical release. So I initiated something with another friend. We went farther than my other friend and I ever did. We both got off, but he didn't seem comfortable with doing it, so we stopped after a couple times and never talked about it ever again.

Dakota