If I answer your questions truthfully Im afraid my views are going to be misunderstood by those here thinking Im better than them or im taking the moral high ground again, even though that is not the case. I feel im entitled to expressing MY OWN feelings so anyhow...

Yes I do feel that my attractions are wrong, and I believe if I make it to the Kingdom of God perhaps what is considered wrong in this world may not be so in the next. Maybe God is just testing us, just as God tested Adam and Eve with an apple he is testing us Boylovers in other ways.

So does that mean an apple is a sin? of course not it was only a sin when the test to obey Gods word was failed otherwise an apple is a blessing just as boys may be in the next life, however in this life I feel they are not and thats why I practice self control and live a celibate life.

If God beleived all homosexuals and Boylovers would go to hell then God would not have created them, that would defeat the purpose of human existence in this world. Only the actions we choose in this life cause us sin, not our existence!

I also pray and wish things were different and that I wasnt attracted to boys but all I can do now is to be a good kind caring person in this life and practice self control in the hope to pass the God test that has been given me so I can enter Gods Kingdom where better things will await me, and this thought is what keeps me patient and content with my celibate lifestyle.

Note: This is my personal decission and im not judging or speaking for anyone else here, each to their own!