With me it can ONLY be desire, unfortunately. I don't write about this too much but I do have a police record. I know better than to even look more than twice at a boy in public. Which is for me a terrible thing to have to endure because I know my own heart and I know that while I do appreciate boys for thier physical beauty, I have absolutely no desire to do anything illegal with them. Oh how I would love to just gather them all into my arms and hug them, but that is definately where I would always draw the line. Sometimes life isn't fair, is it?

With love in Christ,
Chris