Hello Soapbox and welcome to cblf.

I felt a stab of concern when I read your post.
It seems to me you are in one of those moods I get in from time to time...
I'm proud to be an "innocent" boylover and I want to shout it to the world.
Only in the fantasy they accept my innocence and embrace me.
Less likely to happen in the real world however.

If you want to come out be very careful whom you choose.
I've had good experiences of coming out to close friends, church family and my own family... but others have had very bad experiences.
Not something to be done lightly.

If you feel the need to shout something out... do it here!

Blessings and welcome again.
Cat.