But Cat, I agree with her... well... not ALL the way.

Okay so this weird incident happened and out of no where you where attracted to boys.

Okay, I have gone through this.

*I am in no way comparing you to me, but only sharing the power of God which I have witnessed*

You have a wife.. and kids..

I had best friends... to... not... scare..?

All I am saying is this Cat, in the end it is you, I think you are just missing something, I honestly do, and No, i am sorry, I don't know what that is or how to find it.

What I do know is this; My past mistakes do not make me who I am.
God has literally pulled me out of a hole.
(and no pun was intended there)

Where as, look at me now.
My hormones are ever so strong, and I can't keep my mind of vagina.
And I have even looked at porn again, so I dug another one..

Cat, in everything there is a solution, and not a negative one either.
I know that if God can rescue low life, lazy, iresponsible boy loving, hormone raging teenager out of this hole, and make me

a Private First Class in the Army (not TMI, there are millions of us)
and I am completley atracted to women, and I can't type on this laptop and i don't care...

Cat, I wish you wouldn't give up.
You truly ARE who YOU want YOURSELF to be.

Err... the force is strong within you...err...