I feel him telling me that it is something I will have to deal with. But it is possible that I could be mis-interpreting, or I could just be thinking it is His telling me that and it really isn't. But what sort of faith would that be if I questioned myself?

I strive to be in a never ceasing prayer. I'm not there. But God has really changed me, and he continues to mold me each day.

You say for me to pray constantly until I am changed. Well, would that not be begging God to do something? Or lets say I really am not supposed to be changed, am I to live my whole life asking God to change me? That seems unreasonable to me. I feel that if He wants, God will change me as he continually sanctifies me. I have asked more than once before. I think that if he wants to change me, he will. But until he does, I will live my life for him and I will lean on him and I will strive for a constant state of prayer.

Honestly, I really don't think it is that big of a deal. I see no proof that I am sinning by simply being attracted to a boy. If it was sin, it would be the untimate sin, becuase I can't control it. I do see proof, however, that if I was to have sex with a boy, or lust after a boy, then I am sinning. I will never have sex with a boy, but lust is a struggling point. Instead of continually asking to be healed, I feel I should continually ask for strength to fight the enemy away when I am tempted with lust.