buy into pedophilia and place it on yourself

I didn't even know the word pedophile or boylover until after I knew I was attracted to boys. I never knew anyone who was this way, never even heard of it. So how could I buy into it and place it on myself? You simply don't understand, which is understandable.

Pedophile is not a label, it is a word. A word whose definition is a person sexually attracted to children. NOT a person who molests children. So someone who molests a child, is not a pedophile (though they may be), he or she is a child molester.

Even if it is a label, I am not accepting the pedophiles who molest. I despise those people. I am a pedophile by DEFINITION, not by secular view.